The last few days, I had been extremely motivated about all this. Let me iterate, I did not just start this all a few days ago. It had been building and manifesting inside me this whole year, and maybe a lot longer than that. Reflecting over certain points of my past makes it hard to deny that a force of some sort was trying to reach me. Perhaps it my own inner self.
Today, I had little motivation. Slow going to say the least. I was basically forcing myself to go through the usual routine. I suppose that’s where habit kicks in. I conclude it important to have good solid habits. That with a bit of discipline. The night isn’t over yet, but it is closing. I am going to force myself to workout now and perhaps stir up some motivation.